
Many times I am a maze of contradictions——rebellious, poetic, passionate and moody.
Often I feel and know I am strong enough to fight for my beliefs, stubborn to a fault even fighting long after a cause was lost, not wanting to let go, refusing to admit defeat.
I can be found at times dreaming and knowing I will one day be known as a generous one who gave whatever I had.
I wonder is it safe to say I am a lady with a soft skin—–tough mind. I do believe it is safe to say ——I am a sweet dreamer with towering ambitions.
Have you ever stopped and thought for a moment—–some parts in the bible can be read and you will find yourself with erotic thoughts. I know I might find myself hearing from some here— but I am just speaking about the words—-that come from the Bible not how we interpret it and what it means to us. Actually stop and think for a minute ——-that apple Eve took the first forbidden bite of ——–imagine it could be oh just so sweet, tart, succulent, unbearably delicious, seductive—-
Those thoughts can leave you hot full of passion, tempting——
In the past, I ran playfully in the moonlight which led to kissing in unlikely places. Did you catch that I said in the past—— I am not angry or bitter for I am still full of passion——yes I am a maze of contradictions —– I’m full of life and happy—-today—-tomorrow, well that’s tomorrow.
Missy is resting now—–It has been a very long and difficult fight I have had with her this time and as I said she is resting—–not asleep but I am smiling and happy.
For now it is one day at a time—where Life Is Simply Good.


July 23rd, 2007 at 12:56 am
Good to hear that life is good with you Vickie.
July 23rd, 2007 at 5:41 am
Glad things are well darlin’.
Karen has a link to somebody’s blog; tell her to share
God bless and God speed.
July 23rd, 2007 at 7:30 am
I hope Missy rests for a long, long time!
July 23rd, 2007 at 7:51 am
Hi Vickie ~~ We are all full of contradictions and many of us cannot run as we did in the past - but we have our memories and dreams.
I am so glad Missy is resting and hope she does for a long long time. So sorry your latest battle has been so difficult for you, but I am so glad that you are happy and smiling. You are one brave lady so keep up the good work.
Thanks for your kind words on my blog, and I hope that this week will be a lovely one for you and Carl. Take care, Love, Merle.
July 23rd, 2007 at 9:29 am
You have brought up some insightful points in this post. We are all like this — and many people spend so much time trying to be stable and constant — what a waste of energy.
July 23rd, 2007 at 9:32 am
I am so glad that you are happy and missy is resting. I hope it is for a long time. Hang on to your dreams for dreams gives up hope and hope motivates us. Take care of yourself, Girlfriend!
July 23rd, 2007 at 10:33 am
Happy Monday - cute post today
July 23rd, 2007 at 11:22 am
I wish I could sit on Missy for you and keep her down for good.
Yes, life is full of contradictions and that’s what adds flavor to life.
Your persistance in fighting when the battle is over is only shows your zest for life.
Great post
Have a nice day
July 23rd, 2007 at 11:27 am
I too am glad that your Missy has gone into remission. Annie had ups & downs with her rheumatoid arthritis and it was so wonderful when it would back off. It is two years ago today, in about an hour and 15 minutes, that I lost her. I was lost there too for awhile but then I met Pat and my world brightened up. I will never forget Annie and always miss her but I am so thankful to have found Pat. Life really is good.
July 23rd, 2007 at 11:52 am
I happy things are well for you these days.
one day at a time….
July 23rd, 2007 at 2:20 pm
Im right there with you Honey I totally relate to this post Ummm LOL scary huh.
July 23rd, 2007 at 2:35 pm
I hope Missy dies in her sleep. Hang in there, sweetie. We are thinking of you.
July 23rd, 2007 at 2:44 pm
I trust that you have
Missy into shape. It’s hard banging
but on this day,
and 
July 23rd, 2007 at 8:10 pm
Hang in there. I can tell you have many friends that love you deeply and pray for you. I think of you often and keep you in my prayers. Take care and be strong.
July 23rd, 2007 at 9:12 pm
Enjoy every minute that you are feeling good Vickie. I know the fight you are always fighting and that Missy can be a stubborn little so and so. You may not always be able to physically be the person you were but she is still alive inside you and that’s where it really counts.
Take care sweet lady. You are a hero to me.
July 23rd, 2007 at 9:57 pm
Vickie, I am guess that Missy is a code name for something? MS? My best friend has had MS for almost 20 years. She goes through good spells and not so good, but overall she has done really well. She lives in Scotland and I’m going to visit her soon.
Take care of you.
Josie
July 24th, 2007 at 9:05 am
Hi again Vickie ~~ Thank you for your comments and I am glad you enjoyed seeing a few of my treasures. Take car, my friend. Love, Merle.
July 24th, 2007 at 12:49 pm
I’m so glad that you’re feeling better! I sure hope that it will be, well, forever would be nice…
Do you think we’ll ever figure ourselves out? Take care!
July 24th, 2007 at 12:54 pm
Vickie, I am glad to hear that things are looking up for you right now and hope it continues. You deserve a healthy happy life and that is what I am wishing for you.
Thanks for stopping by my blog. Wishing you the best and saying a prayer for my wishes to come true for you.
July 24th, 2007 at 2:04 pm
I am praying that Missy is exhausted and will rest for a very long while.
You are loved, sweet, sweet Vickie.
July 24th, 2007 at 10:09 pm
You are Vickie and there’s no one like you, which is one of the many reasons I treasure and admire you. You don’t let anyone stop you from doing what you feel is right and what you feel you need to do. Even when you’re ill and hurting, you still find the energy to check on me and I want to tell you again what that means to me.
I never thought about the forbidden fruit before, but you’re right, even all those years ago, they still had passions and temptations. Now… for me to get some of that forbidden fruit…
Love you!
July 28th, 2007 at 8:29 am
I just imagined…well, you know what I just imagined.