A dream or not | Filed under General
It was cold, rainy, and the winds were picking up as I slowly begin to dream. We have all experienced similar dreams if we are passionate and honest. I have decided I want more than just a dream to warm me tonight so I quickly pull a few things together, make a call and begin to drive a bit north to visit an old friend. This will be more than just a bored night where I only want to listen to music I will have some fun.
Traffic was slow, the weather condition was awful but this gave me a chance to listen to some special music I had all but forgotten about. My friend was not at home when I first arrived, he was still across town. Who knows why it was taking him much longer to get through the city than he originally thought. My mind just slowly began to wonder as I listened to the music. My thoughts were on just what was waiting for me. It had been so long since I had seen my friend, my lover and yes I need this release that only he seems to give me. As my mind wondered my hand begin to slowly travel toward my breast. My nipples became hard as I slowly began to twirl them between my fingers, pulling them, caressing them, touching them just teasing them to a hardness all the while thinking about my friend. Suddenly I realized I was growing warm under my skirt so I slipped my fingers under my black lace thongs. I began to rub my clit, getting ready for my friend to show up, knowing soon my butter would be melted
He pulled up and the dream slipped away.
Yes this is writing like I have never shared before but there are many sides to Ms. Vickie and I realize some of you might not be comfortable with this side of me but it is a part of me and one I have chosen to share here.
Your thoughts are….
April 11th, 2006 at 3:15 pm
You should write a errotic novel. This was sensuous and in may ways, beautiful.
Feeling comfortable with our sexuality is something that has to be achieved; you’re there.
April 11th, 2006 at 3:36 pm
I say go; go girlfriend! Its wonderful to be comfortable to express all sides of ourselves and I agree.. write a book so we can purchase and enjoy and you can make lots and lots of money!
April 11th, 2006 at 6:06 pm
Good thing I read this before my shower
Off to the showers now
There is more to us than some people see and realized.
Nice you see eerr read this side of you.
What’s wrong with this guy he should be there waiting not the other way around.
Great Steamy post
April 11th, 2006 at 6:14 pm
We all have that sensuous side to us, there is no shame in that.
April 11th, 2006 at 6:15 pm
Great writing Vickie! Can you finish the story now?
The way I see this, it’s your website. Write as you please. If someone is offended, they have the option of not returning, which is my M.O. with my site.
April 11th, 2006 at 6:23 pm
TOLD you I was the good one…hmm, where have I seen that butter phrase before?
April 11th, 2006 at 8:42 pm
Wow, this was so sensual ! I agree, write a book, I will buy it !
I was NOT offended at all !
I hope you are feeling well… I think of you often !
*HUGS*
April 11th, 2006 at 10:01 pm
Sounds like an intriguing daydream….makes me wonder about the “And Then” part. Last night I dreamed that I was taking a bath with my high school boyfriend. It was SO nice and I woke up smiling.
April 11th, 2006 at 11:02 pm
I have always enjoyed your site and hearing about you. You always had such beautiful thoughts and writings. And now this. I am so disappointed over this entry. This is not the Victoria I though I knew.
If you did this to get readers, I am truly sorry.
Have a happy life. Hear me delete your link in my favorites. Delete!!!!!Delete!
April 12th, 2006 at 12:11 am
I see you can write about your dreams. A good one indeed.
April 12th, 2006 at 4:05 am
wow, that was something! hehe
April 12th, 2006 at 6:38 am
Hi Vickie ~~ You are incredibly brave to
write these intimate details to be read
by all sorts of people. It is your blog!!
Thanks for your words about our cows.My
brother, Peter has put some photos on, and I will try to get Zaidee’s rainbow
cow. Cheers, Merle.
April 12th, 2006 at 6:52 am
Vickie, don’t let the naysayer get you down. They are just being a prude and not be true to themselves. There is not a human being on this earth that has not ever had a fantasy… and to deny that truth is sad.
We all have our intricacies… I have kept a secret blog for quite sometime now… and have debated whether or not to reveal it. I don’t think I should have to hide it… and maybe I will reveal it in time.
I think you did a wonderful job on this entry. Kudo’s to you for being much braver than I!!!
April 12th, 2006 at 10:44 am
I didn’t comment because, I guess, I was in shock. But, that doesn’t mean I don’t still love you, and you can be damned sure you won’t be deleted from my blog. (HUGS)
April 12th, 2006 at 1:26 pm
If that had been me pulling up, I promise you, your dream would not have slipped away. Two dreams coming together makes for pretty hot weather. I’m still smiling.
April 12th, 2006 at 1:26 pm
Oh, by the way, pun intended…
April 12th, 2006 at 3:38 pm
Your thoughts are………..
Seems al except one are voting aye Vickie,
Poor disappointed to afraid to admit to being human!!
April 12th, 2006 at 4:48 pm
I’m Disappointed that Disappointed is Disappointed but I’m not Disappointed that Vickie has feelings and emotions of a sexual nature that need to be addressed. At least she is being honest wih us.
I think if everyone expressed their wants and desires instead of hiding them it would cause less frustration and conflict in most relationships. Dening those feelings would only be cheating yourself and your partner.
It only shows that we all (Except Disappointed) are human and have desires that need to be fulfilled.
One more thing, Disappointed, you loose your credability when you hide under and assumed name.
April 12th, 2006 at 4:58 pm
I know I’m going against the grain here, but Ms.Vicki, while I’m not offended by your post, I must say I’m a little disappointed. You are a gracious,compassionate,witty and loving lady whom I enjoy reading about. I feel intrusive though reading this intimate part of who you are. Silly me, I guess..maybe I’ve put you on a pedestal, which I know isn’t a fair place to perch you~~ but it’s almost like I’ve accidently read the Popes’ secret memoirs.
Of course I will continue to read your blog,as I still find you to be quite a charming lady~~ but I did need to state my opinion even though it’s not the popular one. God Bless.
April 12th, 2006 at 5:41 pm
I think others have expressed the idea well that we all have these kinds of thoughts. It is only human to do so. Since loosing Annie, thoughts is all I have left. Reading them doesn’t bother me, but I have a yearning for what can no longer be.
April 12th, 2006 at 8:41 pm
We all have those thoughts and anyone who says they don’t is LYING!! Good for you for writing about them and I am diappointed with disappointed too. We all have the right to write what we want in our blogs and others have the right to read them or not, but they do not have the right to be critical. This is a free country. Me and my posse of soldiers, airman and Marines make sure of that.
April 12th, 2006 at 9:49 pm
Lest anyone misunderstands my comment.. I am in no way being critical of you Ms.Vicki nor am I infringing on your rights to write as you choose in your blog..I was merely expressing my gut reaction.
Yes, it is human nature to have intimate thoughts and everyone has them..I don’t think anyone can deny that. Myself, I feel that intimate thoughts are just that….intimate.
I also think if people are asked to ‘express their thoughts’ they should be allowed to do so without being critical…but also without being criticized for going against the norm.
I hope I haven’t offended you Ms.Vicki.
April 12th, 2006 at 10:12 pm
You may have lost one anonymous reader, but you have definitely prompted another to come out of the woodwork long enough to say—Bravo!
I applaude your sensual being. A girl after my own heart! I have many times put sexual thoughts in writing and find it liberating and exciting.
This is YOUR blog, if someone is offended then they have their own hangups, and should not try to make those your problem.
C’mon this is sex! It’s healthy, beautiful, natural, and how more appropriate to celebrate the gift of such pleasure as to artistically write about it?
Enjoy what you have opened up for all that it’s worth!
April 13th, 2006 at 2:29 am
My thoughts….wow. Excellent, evocative writing. More please.
April 13th, 2006 at 2:54 am
Well girl there are many facites to a dimond! Karen is right though wear your PJ when your on line!
April 14th, 2006 at 1:54 pm
My thoughts - that this was more information than I needed to know.
I think that if you want to write about that part of your life - it should either be on another blog labeled X rated or it should have been a private entry.
Good Luck to you.
April 14th, 2006 at 11:57 pm
I am a recent reader of your blog. Because of all the things I have going on in my life currently, I only visit occasionally. But this post stopped me in my tracks.
I can think of many things to say, but some of them are difficult to say publicly. Mostly, I found myself wondering what the reaction would be if I were to write about similar feelings on my blog. I honestly don’t think they would be as well received. Of course, that wouldn’t be so much of a problem, since I only have about 5 readers :).
As one of your other Faithful Readers commented, I would be worried that my teenagers might be having a look and stumble across my erotic feelings.
But, more than anything else, I was very impressed with the honesty in this post. It took my breath away.
April 19th, 2006 at 8:52 pm
We are both blessed to live in a free country, with free speech, and you most certainly have the right to write about anything you choose.
I wish I could say I wasn’t disappointed, but I am. Not about what you experienced, or that you wrote about it, but simply that you wrote it here, under your own name, for the benefit of myself and others who visit frequently and feel some sort of connection with you.
Maybe this is just a reflection of my own prudishness and ignorance, and I don’t know you personally so maybe I’m getting this wrong, but I understood you to be married.
You wrote of your husband here last December, but I guess the reality is that I no more know if you have a husband than I know if or when what you wrote about actually happened.
Me personally, I would be very hurt if my spouse wrote something like this in a public forum under their own name, true or not. Very hurt. Maybe that’s what I’m identifying with.
We all experience all sorts of stuff in our lives, that doesn’t mean that it’s appropriate to share it with hundreds of people, or that what we share doesn’t affect others.
I continue to defend your choice to do as you wish. I debated several days over responding at all, but you invited reader responses, so I’m responding.
I do not judge you, you are who you are. The problem lies squarely with me, I’m just one reader, and a cowardly one at that, for although you most definitely know who I am, today I choose to be anonymous.
I am sincerely and truly sorry for your recent health problems, I am happy that you have such a large circle of supportive friends, and I wish you the very best.