Do you have those times in life when you grow frustrated of not knowing how to fill a need that you just cannot articulate and it gets to the point it can be overwhelming. This is happening to me and I find myself directing feelings that stems from this frustration toward the person or persons who I love and care the most about . This serves no value to me or them but to create more distance between us even further, making it impossible for the communication to take place for us. I find it is better if I can just take me some time to talk with the person. Just be genuine at all times with your feelings and what is going on for without that nothing is gained for anyone. I say this because in the past it has been easier for me to just go with the flow but that was not what was best in the long wrong for all involved. It has taken me a very long time and a lot of pain and suffering and help from a special love to understand myself and grow up. I do not talk very often about the wonderful man I am married to but he is my strength my rock during difficult times he is Carl just a normal man to many but not to me. You see I build pedestals for people from time to time and place them on one. Right now his is very high for he is going through so very much as he deals with and handles all that my family is throwing our way.
Now you know a little of my feelings and they went a little deep here today at Always Victoria but may your life always be simply good .
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Now you must not leave without these …..
Many of us miss out on life’s big prizes. The Pulitzer. The Nobel. Oscars. Tonys. Emmys. But we’re all eligible for life’s small pleasures. A kiss behind the ear. A four-p’und bass. A full moon. An empty parking space. A crackling fire. A great meal. A glorious sunset. Hot soup. Don’t fret about copping life’s grand awards. Enjoy its tiny delights. There are plenty for all of us.
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Too many people miss the silver lining because they’re expecting gold.
Maurice Setter
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If I remember only four words those are “Life Is Simply Good”


October 31st, 2004 at 6:56 pm
I’m sorry you’re having such a struggle. I’ve felt those feelings many times and put the bad feelings on others who don’t deserve them. For me, stepping back, taking time for me - even if it is taking a walk or a drive to clear my head. Have a good cry in a big bubble bath, just get those feeings out. Find something that you enjoy to do, and usually in a couple of days - it will hit you, what is lacking and needed.
And yes, Life is simply good….keep that chin up but also find some time for you to sort these feelings out. *HUGS*
October 31st, 2004 at 7:39 pm
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November 1st, 2004 at 12:08 pm
Life is simply good there not much to add to that. We get caught up in so many hear ringing things we for get the simple things. Take one day at a time. (Hug)